Tuesday, October 19, 2010

I am in LOVE!!!!

Ok... so I know I have taken a two and a half month hiatus from my blog.  It's not that I did not want to blog, it's just that I have not had a chance to blog.  Busy, Hectic, and Satisifying, this is how I can describe my last few months.  Like I said in the title of this blog, I am in LOVE!!!  For many of you that know me, yes, I'm still in love with the man I married five years ago, but I have a new love.  I'm in love with my life.  It is not by all means perfect, but it is my life and my dream.

It is 4:00 in the afternoon.  Yes, for once, I am writing one of these during the day.  It actually feels a bit weird!  I like to write these when I am sitting in a quiet place and I can really concentrate on my task at hand.  For the past year, that has been after midnight, almost every single time.  So, how is it that I am able to do this at 4:00 in the afternoon?  Well......I'm sitting at my desk, listening to my music....at my new STUDIO!!!  Right now, after a few very hectic weeks, full of sessions, weddings, moving, car accidents :( and in law visits, I am sitting by myself...peaceful.

I have been searching for a while for the right studio.  My house isn't that big and my props and equipment were starting to fill rooms.  Plus, having a husband that works from home and an almost 4 year old, it does make working quite difficult at times.  Don't get me wrong, I LOVE being home with my family.  But, for me, I am a workaholic, and trying to differentiate family time and work time became harder to do.  Plus, I really dreamed of having my own place that I could meet with clients and I can set up more detailed setups for newborn and baby sessions.  Once I found my studio, I knew this was my second home!  I just felt comfortable!  Grant it, the night I got the keys (and a few days after), I was pretty in shock.  I couldn't believe that I had just made one of the top 5 biggest decisions in my life.  Wow, excited and OMG scary!!!  Since then, I have calmed down and my life just feels right!  I'm on Main St. in Old Wethersfield - in a Barn!  How cool is that?   I've always loved this street, and now I am part of it.  Once again, I AM IN LOVE!!!